Too Good For Love, pt.2
I pursued hearts while my purpose waited in the shadows.
My dreams dimmed beneath the glow of infatuation.
This album is the cost of loving too deeply,
of forgetting yourself in someone else's fire.
A soundtrack for those who gave too much,
and woke up lost.
Because sometimes love isn’t the reward
it’s the distraction.
The Push Up
I saw you when you were walking in
I felt like one of smallest
had conjure up my confidence
a buff to all my talking skills
my momma said that heal from all my trauma
and that comfort kills
not shocked I felt that thorn in rib
obviously just judging from my awkwardness
you tell I’m scared
I tossed the mask
though it was so damn hard for me
just not to wear it
to be real I need some friends
all my life I’ve played pretend
I swear to god that I’ll be real to you
but don’t you call me desperate
cause it’s a scary world
don’t wanna be alone
so baby will you be my girl?
and girl I know I’ll have to work for that
for now I’ll say some words
and hide my hurt please don’t you think I’m weird
cause niggas can’t be sensitive
some day I’ll be vibing wit you
riding with you
deep off in my fantasies
that’s dangerous
but that’s all I have
at your heart I try to grasp
I realized I’m moving fast
I’m just glad so damn meet you
I was feining
truth the be told the world has been so mean to me
so baby can I get your name?
tell me that you’re single
and you’ll empty out your plans
got some anime if you’re into that
and I pray to god that you accept
Spend The Night
can you pack a bag and spend the night?
I been fantasizing about you being wife
will I roll a blunt up? shit I might
and I told you when I see you its on site
oh don’t be rude to me
girl look what you do to me
I wonder could you slide
I need your vibe
let’s go get food to eat
I’m running outta patience baby
what you gonna say?
tryna see just how it taste
can you put it on my face?
since you ain’t talking
how bout I offer a chance to grab some food in fact
you mind if we spark up? I rolled the doobies fat
we should chill tonight
I got some movies you ain’t seen em yet
you should vibe with me
come on over I could rid the stress
yeah she’s my type
yeah she really be in love with a G
like wise
cause I like it it when she loving on me
my time
I be feeling so alone when she leave
she mine
can’t not other nigga take her from me
don’t be a pump faker
certified heart breaker
come and kick it with me shorty
what you on later?
stop the fronting
you should come and spend the night?
know you want it
why you always acting shy?
I’m tryna vibe with you baby
spend some time with me
I like your smile
ain’t funny every time we link?
I’m just saying Ian seen you in some days
and I’ll love to see yo face
I’m just hoping you surprising me
If you ever gotta get away
like I said you can slide
need a place to stay?
and you know I’ll treat you right
I won’t play no games
but I swear I’ll keep it fun
and I’ll keep your secrets for you
come and fuck wit me for once
Role Play
tell me why you ain’t say nothing?
you should know that I be down
step in rain for you
and you know I fuck you good
you ain’t mine but I wish a nigga would
member all tho times you would cry
I made sure you good
hope I ain’t misunderstood
since the past days
on my mind you had left me shook
feel the vibes
you can roll another wood
I’m at my low baby
and clearly you can see
but that ain’t stopping you from coming over kicking it with me
I’m glad to see ya face
use to think
that you should be with me
but that shit got too complicated
but I’m glad with who we be
though I’m not your man
understand
whenever we do link
I just be blown away
I’m saying bet he ain’t as cool as me
bet he like them other guys
that be causing you to bleed
I won’t pray fro his demise
cause that be bringing you to me
I be that side nigga
sneak around and hide with you
ducking from those eyes
hit my line and I’ll ride wit you
in it for no prize
can’t be mine
that’s a bad picture
but I love those nights
we would ride
spending time with you
can I see your face?
thinking what we could’ve been
know I’m cool with where we at
and that’s a fact with no pretend
Member summer nights
grab a bite
and listen to some jams
but you had another man
I am not the one for you
but I’m down to pretend
let me buy some lunch for you
fuck you on the weekends
said she got another nigga
maybe I’m just geeking
I will wear a blindfold
like it you and me again
I be the prelude to new niggas
give ya thanks to me
you best believe I built the baddest bitch
I thought she was for me
sucks to say that she got other plans
but don’t want me to leave
so here I stand I want her palm in hand
but that will never be
don’t be like me
Boo
you should be my boo
got so friends of mine
you should bring your crew
or we can decide
what we wanna do
you just wanna vibe?
laughing over food
Pretend
do you wanna ride wit me babe?
you can spend the night with me babe
sipping on wine you ain’t really mine
I don’t even mind if we fake it
you can take my hand and see the world, huh
I won’t mix a diamond with the pearls, nah
got a new fit
damn you look good
know I had to make you hit a twirl, huh
simmer down
sit me down
Feelings hot
Cool them down
(I don’t even know what I thought)
other nigga tell em kick some rocks
you stay with em sicker than some snot
I’ll be with ya sitting to the side
I know where to hide
put me in the dark
bumble bee on that flower
thought you was the one for me now I’m sour
you don’t wanna run from me cause I’ll find you
sitting with another
you ain’t got the power
I ’ll be out here counting
plotting on the moment
when it is revealed he ain’t really want you
know I’m gonna hold you tight for your comfort
I will be ya shining knight in that moment
tell me where we going
Ex
yeah I’m riding wit his bitch
I’m the side nigga love it when she ride on my shit
for the time I’m pretending that she mine
not legit
I’m grinder I told her imma die when I’m rich
woah
Yeah I’m riding with his bitch
he never does treat her right this I see, no
I be from the East but her nigga from the Westside
when she come around she be showing me her best side
could she hold it down for a nigga?
no no no
always run to me cause he don’t know how to act
why that pussy nigga calling always asking where you at?
he should know that when I call you, you gone put it in my lap
You can come on over you even need that stress
started with a text
he can be your ex you can leave him where he’s at
If she say that she’s in love
Then I’m lying to her face
I aint gotta give her much just some time then we straight
every time that they fuss then I know she on the way
She can’t never have my trust cause her loyalty is tainted
She can’t ever be my….
Declined
Your phone be buzzing
I’m hoping that I ain’t bugging you
but if I’m interrupting I’m sorry
can’t get in touch with you
my substitute be keeping you busy
think he in love with you
like fuck that dude
late night discussions use to be fun with you
I think I get it my business ain’t what it is
but I’m saying don’t get it twisted
my feelings had really dipped
but I’m missing when we would sit
and talk about what’s on our mind
well mainly I would just listen
but lately you hit decline
Please don’t hit decline
yeah I know my role and I’m sorry for overstepping
feel like imma ghost but it’s hard for me to express it
said I’m over you well it looks like I’m being tested
miss when I was close to you
so it’s hard for me to accept it
most nights I’m sitting alone
or I game with the homies
hope that you calling my phone
but that call never coming
guess that I’m back on my own
I dial ya number
hope that you pick up the phone
I leave a message at tone
Like where is you at?
I really be at a low
hope that you calling me back
feel like I’m being intrusive
try not to overreact
sometime I feel you exclusive
only to me but it’s cap
no that I’m seeing the facts
I gotta adjust
you wasn’t mine from the start
don’t think I’m falling in love
really just missing your voice
I gotta relax
can you just talk to your boy?
sick of me sitting here sad
Better Place
She said
she don’t ever wanna see my face
now I’m swerving
swerving trying get away
know she need the space
in another niggas arms that’s her better place
swear to god
who knew love could end with broken hearts
how did I fall?
and since that light went out we in the dark
I’m feeling lost and shit
look at what the trauma did
apologize I let some past events
taint what we had and shit
now I’m sitting sad
it ain’t your fault I had you in my grasp
I fucked it up
insecurities had got the best of me
I’m sensitive is all
you sensitive and strong
now I’ll be missing out on days
where I could have you by my arms
like I said it be my fault
I dropped the ball
if I get better
will you love me like you did back in the fall?
I’ll suppress all of my thoughts
enjoy moments when we locked
you do that wit someone else
I swear to got I’ll get em shot
Loneheart
undercovers
I be snugged cause it’s freezing cold
the pain I hold is heavy
in need of blessings I be alone
to free my soul
need to find my self
but don’t know where to go
my curiosity could get me killed
I’d rather stay at home
but same for comfort
message from my mother
not a lie she told
but is she proud of me?
a waste of life cuz what I got to show?
I’m getting older
pressure on my mind
I pray I never fold
it’s getting closer
ain’t no stopping time
one day yo life is over
sipping potion
something like my daddy
only way to cope
or spliff I smoke
then I get to paranoid
it kills my focus
that light is gone
nothing but a dim but I pretend
like I be standing strong
plus I ain’t got no friends
them niggas dipped
so who be checking on me?
I’m never seeing the sun
I haven’t seen it in months
Somebody let me out plz
buzz upon my phone
I know you need my love
you don’t feel the same
you bring me pain
but I’m still picking up
I guess I’m stuck I’m on you
And yeah it sucks
but I ain’t livin nun
cupid had gun he lined me up
I wish I would’ve ducked
I’ve had enough
you told bout that other guy
and how he treats you right
and how he bouta spend the night
got me sitting here in spite
but for the time i’ll suck it up
and tell you what you wanna hear
understand I gotta role to play
but damn this shit is weird
why I’m not moving on?
hope I find the one for me indeed
and that our love is strong
but see I be reclusive live in dreams
writing all these songs……
that’s why I be alone
RIP
let's lock eyes
and swear to God that you won't lie to me
in due time you'll be all mine
protect our privacy
okay
I'll be right here when you're ready
I give you my heart
cause my feelings are heavy
ain't nobody ahead of you baby
remember when I was so scared of you baby
I was just hoping that you would reply already
you keeping me wide awake
I got the herb in the blunt
you should come on over
you should just slide my way
you said you don't want me being your man
I said okay baby we can just chill
the shit that we do makes us more than just friends
but we made a pact and I'm keeping the deal
by your side I'm sitting still
you want him? I say oh well
he break your heart? I get him killed
treat you right won't see no tears
I'm not your main, but share your pain
and all your secrets will be kept
I know your flaws, I know who you are
but you never seeing me for real, nah
don't want me
you wanna be with him
he break your heart?
I bet I get him killed
