LIMBO

Can you tell that I be scared?

keep my head above the water When im sinking

Try to scream out but aint nobody to hear

So I wonder who will miss me if im missing

Got some weight around my ankles I can’t swim

And my lungs filled with water I aint breathing

I would say that drowning is my biggest fear

Will I make it out, wish some one come and save me

Throw a buoy out

You know its looking gloomy out

The sharks will maybe chew me out

You know its looking spooky out

I Hope I find some beauty in it all

They consume me

I had thought I was escaping from the jaws

Life's a movie

but it always seems to skip my favorite part

See im feeling lost

Its getting dark

The further I go down

Hallucinations of a savoir 

I had hoped she come around

I know this sound

The harmonics help me float so I won’t drown

But that’s only for a moment

I be lost and never found

If I find the shore these soggy clothes will surely slow me down you see

foggy road, this life aint chose cause god had handed out to me

There’s a lot of doubt in me

My arms are getting tired

I be swimming in some circles

I don’t wanna be alive

But I feel like that’s a lie

Why else would I fight?

Life is full of pain 

And Yet I wanna live this life

I be in these raging waters in the distance is a light

I can’t lose my focus aint no ending in my sight

I’ll be strong

bad guy

Bad high

Left me tweaking

I had Thought I flatlined

Bad signs

It’s the weekend 

I just wanna jet fly

Crumble weed into the leaf 

Tell me I’m scared now?

I tried leaving all my demons 

But I see they here now

I ain’t wanna be this high

So how tf I get down

Smoking Solo was a bad plan

In that trash can

Is my sober self

Need some help

Don’t be a bad friend

I just wanna find some peace of mind

That’s what’s I said to bro

He ain’t waste no time to hand me za

He said that I should smoke it

Now I’m laying on floor

Heart be beating out my chest

with every breath

I be shaking 

Think I’ll meet my maker next

In that moment got to thinking 

What if Brody tried to lace me

Niggas good with all that faking

Imma have to kill him next

Load that Tec

Get the squeezing 

Leave some bullets in his chest

But that’s only if I make it

Let me try to catch my breath 

I ain’t lonely 

Got these demons of mine

Speaking and she think I’m tweaking

She can’t see from my hight

Feining while I spark this weed, man I ain’t think I could fly

Speeding while I drive my whip like I ain’t think I could die

Free me

I feel defeated 

All these things on my mind

Thinking 

Why ain’t they teach me how to be in the light?

I wonder if she’d ever judge me for the things that I hide

She asked me if I really loved her

“Is it cool if I lie”

I replied

We hug each other 

and we cruise through the night 

It doesn’t sooth it

So I play a little music for time

Stupid

is how I move

She brings no peace to my mind

Crucial

I hold this pain 

Like I cant leak from my eyes

I cut her loose

Right At the crib she resides

She never knew 

Me and my truths were on the brink of demise

My tires squeal I sped off and I started to cry

How would she feel?

if I told her that I wanted to die?

Me and All my traumas and sorrows I learned to swallow it

Something like my father the bottle I had was bottomless

Nervous when im smoking a blunt

I chose to spark the shit

The tardiness of angels is painful

Like where’s my guardian?

Im partying alone in my room

Who let the darkness in?

I’m sorry if my feelings are rude

Feels like I borrowed it

Sat alone in the night time

Just me and my bad thoughts

Only light was my phone screen

Scrolling, scrolling

Butterflies when I go out

Overthink all the good times

All the pain that is in me

Im hoping, hoping

It goes away

I hope it goes away

I can’t help that im sensitive 

Aint a blessing its a curse

Honestly I feel everything

Ease my mind when it hurts

Calm you down when you hear me sing

Sick of crying and shit

Always lying and shit

Close my eyes and forget

I try minimizing the shit

I remember 

everything

Cant escape

Tried to run but

they giving chase

Wanna get away

Terrified by the things I think

Make you smile with the things I say

Fuck this life man I need a break

Can’t believe that im losing faith

 

Waiting on ya phone call

Then remembered we had a fallen out

Is that another soul lost?

Next time you see me I’ll be hanging out

Sorry it aint yo fault

I just had some problems I aint figure out

Use to get our jokes off

Wonder what you thinking of me right now

Apologize 

Once again

All I wanted was peace

I can’t find it in me

Can’t control what I think

Testify 

All my lies

Say im fine 

but im weak

Surprise!

Life is bitch

I know you heard bout all them stories that ya momma nem spit

So get yo ass up

Dust off

Plot to get rich 

Not just the money, nigga

Elevate yo knowledge and shit

I know yo problems getting harder

But it’s part of this shit

And You ain’t ask to be alive

But look my nigga you here

You got some some breath in ya lungs

Go head and roll you a spiff

You go and do what you gotta do

But don’t you dare quit 

And know this shit is not a race

Nipsey said a marathon 

So do it at ya pace

You ain’t gotta hide ya face

There be up, downs

Left, rights

Shit you can’t escape 

You just gotta have some faith

You just gotta keep yo head high

Learn to love yo self

Say a prayer when you dead tired

See you standing tall thru it all 

Wit to chest out

Fuck em if they hating on you

Show them who the best out 

Shake Back!

demons got they foot up on yo neck

You can Shake Back!

Got a homie dealing with some stress

Tell em Shake Back!

To be great you gotta go thru test

If you Shake Back!

You don’t know what blessings coming next

Nigga Shake Back!

Feel like life really passing me by

I ain’t even living none

Eyes glued to the sky

Not blue cuz I’m in the monsoon

With the clouds

I ain’t even gotta roof so I assume I might drown

Lie or truth?

Know I’m good at selling both with this smile

I was fooled as a child

Never cool with the crowd 

Was an outkast 

I might ask the lord to take this life back

Me and all my loneliness 

Need to find some holiness 

Home is not a home it gets 

Scary all alone

Said I’m fine

but you could really tell I’m lying from the tone

I be dialing on the phone 

No one picking up

And shit it sucks

But let them come and tell me that they down

I bet Iift em up

I was raised a good boy

The biggest heart is pure

Honestly it be a illness

Can you help me find a cure

Many people take advantage

I can’t help it that I’m kind

Gotta learn to be more selfish 

Or it could be my demise 

My momma asked me why im making sad songs

thinking that she failed me 

I had told her that she dead wrong

I had lost my purpose 

She act like that’s her fault

Nothings ever perfect

But I try to keep my head strong

I apologize 

I made you cry

These little rhymes I write

They Could save my life

I swear to god

My only way to fight

See I Tell no lies

Display all my truths

Inside these tracks

Cause life is ruthless 

Idk what im pursuing 

All is black

Yeah I guess my mind is fucked up

I did it to myself

Sat a lone in isolation 

That did damage to my health

But I swore I tried a happy song

Told my self to shake back

Felt like I was faking it

That aint bring my faith back

I’m Mentally unstable

I'm asking god if im able 

A thousand times 

I had brought out this pen and pad at the table

A thought of mine

Im Stuck in a cycle that I created

Another song

The tongue is so powerful I can’t waste it

Cold shoulder 

I’m sorry that I had to ghost ya

It only was for the moment 

I’m losing focus

I noted

The kinda notion 

That I needed ya love

A kiss and a hug

You spoke as if I’m on of the ones

Or chosen

don’t get hopeless 

I might leave the door open

But you won’t ever get as close

It’s resentment I’m showing 

Forgive?

you did something I won’t ever forget 

Know I’ll carry all these lessons 

For as long as I live

I thank you

Appreciative of all the moments we had

The reason is, ya boy was lonely I was grieving in fact

In pieces 

I sat in shambles

you put me right back together 

A tether we had created 

It sucked that I have to sever

But baby I choose to better myself 

I’ll spend some time on my health

I talk to god in times when I’m needing help

I figured….

I should give you some space

Let the silence help me think

Hope you doing the same 

The funny thing is I can see 

you just as fucked up as me

how could I leave?

Honestly I be protecting my peace

It all Love.

I’m not the struggle that I go through

that’s something that I understand

I had to o say it to myself

I say it loud and I be proud

so you know that be my chant

I’m not the struggle that I go through

One day I'll see some brighter days

I put my foot upon they necks

if they play me I'm just saying

I won't go for that again

You don’t hear me when I yell

You won’t see me if I fail

For so long been moving backwards

Like what happened to myself 

They was grabbing on to me 

They think they dragging me to hell

I’m glad I’m breaking free

You see, I’ll never see that cell again

That depends on me

I had to leave ‘em for my betterment 

I protect this peace

So it won’t flee I learned to cherish it

Know that facts

I had been so low for like 1,000 days

I’m Bouncing back

Some ya friends are foes they always lie to face

I call they cap